• By Amar Deshpande (he/him)
  • Art “Mead Bubbles” by Aoife Arras (she/her)
The river that runs through me
speaks my language. Isn’t that funny?
Not in mumbles or murmurs or babbles or roars
but in my language! Or is it the language that someone made mine?
It tells me what it’s like to dream.         Water insistent
rising up,                                                   falling       through.
I feel                                                                           like I am already dreaming.
                                                        A trick of the light, this moment’s 
                                                     dance.
                                          A mumbling tongue gathers bones along the river
                                 bank
                              in the form of laughter thick.
                               The river does not laugh in return,
                                 instead it continues to speak.
                                  I continue to listen. When will I finally learn
                                   its language as well?
                      wild
                         and 
                      precious
                  through your
                                  eyes
                i could live if you
                           asked me to.
   who made this hummingbird
                    that fights with itself
                     to feed? i want to shed
                      my teeth before my skin
                            i want to live with love
                                                 in my hands.
       the trees are my sisters, the lettuce stalk
                         bled milky white when i cut it
                           maybe i should just lay down
                                               beside it and bleed
                                                                       as well.