• By Ruth Baker (she/her)
  • Art “Stardust” by Jessica Lee (she/her)
One November night
you held my hand
and walked me out to the water’s edge.
I looked down into the waves,
but saw only myself,
so I jumped
into the night.

The rushing wind
escorted me,
singing only of her pain
as she pleaded against the ticking
deadlines
of commitment and arcane custom.

The air began to quake
as our shattering bones split apart
with a chorus of flame
ripping
from my tongue,
only to be doused again
by that melodic pain,
as time swirled,
flipped,
and stopped.

I saw the ground
beneath the sea:

a rhapsodic empty plane.

Nightmares rose as dreams bowed down
to summer’s bitter
chant

the dim light
of hope
stands lost
against
our shadows waltzing in the darkness.

The wind, she took me
toward the waves,

whispering against my lips
of the shards of a fragmented life,
of misspoken words,
 of weeping time,
and of engulfing winter rain.

Time let us free,
and down we dropped,
intertwined in a thorny embrace

She looked at me,
as I stared at her,
and with her hand upon my face
we fell again,
that final night,
with ice on our eyelids and fire in our hearts,
stuck
in the cavern
between sleep and delusion
and haunted by echoes of yesterday.

As I fell,
the waves
were suddenly
aglow

with stars
from the palace above.

My vision blurred,
As with the muted wind
I dropped one final time.

So, one last look,
one single star
shining in the dark.
One last wish
on an evening star:

Dear daylight,
please won’t you take me back.