• By Shaun Nowicki (they/he)
  • Art “Andrew’s Ear” Natalie Riley (she/her)

To all the boys I
did not kiss—my heart trembles:
windblown pink roses.

Rush of cheeks carmine—
a wished for warmth or winter’s
sharp and bitter embrace?

Languid, grass-stained heat
of orange days—at sunset
our breath is closeness.

His shirt had lemons
against cerulean and
just one loosed button.

I cannot recall
now the color of his eyes.
I like to think green—

Even an above
ground pool is a refuge—soft
blue, chlorine, us two.


A Melancholy:
is nighttime more black or blue?
You: a blue without.

Cut lavender, so
sweet, reminds me of all the
boys I did not kiss.